Fly with me...

Time to create some inspiration <3 

For the past few months I have the constant feeling that something is missing or something is just not there, not right. And I think how can I feel this way when I have so much, when I am so blessed to have a loving family, boyfriend and friends. I am a Medical Student that works hard and enjoys learning. I have a home to live in, food in my refrigerator, and so much more. Yet I feel like life is MOVING so fast. I can’t keep up and before I know it, its time for the next day to start. I am surrounded in a world by people who rely on technology for everything, and although we are all so connected I have never felt more distant. I am searching, and digging for a reason to my feelings, and I feel that this may be JUST IT. I feel that I have lost that feeling of true connectedness. The feeling of friendship and communication. I feel like I am in a world of contradictions. Technology has become such an addiction I know I have even fallen into it. I am sick of it. Wasting time, precious beautiful time. I just want to disconnect. I want that feeling of love and connection back. I want to be needed and play a part as a leader. I want to stop feeling so alone in a world with so many people. 

Maybe I just love talking and I miss that too.